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Hmm.. I feel quite shitty at the moment.

Wed Sep 30, 2009, 3:32 PM
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: My mom talk about grandma with her friend...
  • Reading: The wicked heart.
  • Watching: Family Guy
  • Playing: On the shitty comp.
  • Eating: noothingg.
  • Drinking: nootthingg
Well, i found out a couple months ago my Grandma had Cancer, and she started to go through chemo, but i recently found out liek 2 days ago, that she was gonna die very soon. Well, I wrote her a very touching letter, and she never got it, for you see, she died this morning at 6. Here's the letter:

Dear Grandma,
I know the last couple of months have been hard for you, going through Chemo and everything, So in a way, this is easier for you. I know so many people will miss you, cause I know I will, and I already am. I hope you know I've never hated you, I've always loved you so much, more than anything, and when I heard the news, I burst into tears. Now, don't take that as a bad thing, its good, because it shows how much I care about you, and how much of an impact this whole thing has been on me, and when you pass, how much that will be horrible. Everyone loves you, because you're such a wonderful woman, so caring, so passionate, so loving. You will be remembered by everyone as an amazing person really. Every time Mom brings up you having cancer, my usual upbeat self, is drained out of me, and I think for a minute, is this really happening? I don't know who to explain this feeling, it's a complete shock. When I first heard doctors had found cancer in your liver, I was horrified, but for some reason I never thought it would amount to this. All of those cards I've made for you, I now see how much they mean to you, and all of the beautiful cards from you, I will charish them forever. Before you leave us, I want you to know, That I love you, we all love you, and I wish I could see you one more time before you leave. I hope you have a wonderful time in heaven, I love you. Goodbye Gramma :'( <3

Love: Cypress :) <3

Yeah, I really don't like crying.

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  • Current Residence: Vancouver Island
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: small
  • Interests: Drawing, Animals, Expressing myself threw drawings, and emo stuff...
  • Favourite movie: e
  • Favourite band or musician: Any bad that does rock, techno or metal....or sometimes hip-hop.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, techno, metal, sometimes hip-hop.. etc
  • Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia
  • Favourite style of art: Realistic
  • Operating System: Mac OS X
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod touch.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Wolves <3
  • Favourite game: ....Old school games, GTA, and guitar hero..
  • Favourite gaming platform: Super nintendo, Genesis, Atari 2600 and all of the old game consoles x) and the Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: ....Stewie?....
  • Tools of the Trade: Mechanical pencil Or sketching pencil, Prisma colours

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:icona-will:
Dude... you should post a new drawing soon, I wanna see what you come up with ;) I'm gonna miss you on your trip sooooo much, I already do!

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-AWill
:iconanimalisticfreak:
awwee, I miss you soooo much.
We neeed to chill..:(

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:icona-will:
I knooooow! We better do it soon, too, or I'm gonna have to come up there and stalk you through town.

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-AWill
:icona-will:
Dude, you'll be happy to know that I found a boarding school not far from us, it's taken me 10 months to find it again but I have. It even has wireless internet all through the campus, so I could go on msn, ahaha, if I had the time. Unfortunatly it's over 35 000 dollars to go there.... we'll see.

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:iconanimalisticfreak:
Daamn!:O
But omgg, yaay:) interwebbss:)

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:icona-will:
Lolz, you would hate my school this semester, though, keep in mind that I have the 3 worst academics until January, ahaha.

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:iconanimalisticfreak:
lol:P

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:icona-will:
Nah, seriously, do you really want to sit through 1980's documentaries on the Napoleonic Era and how he called battle his mistress and his ex-wife's affairs? How about listening about spreadsheets and frame rates? A review on the surface areas of oddly shaped buildings? Oh, how about cell division? That is my day, every day, until January...

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:icona-will:
Hey, C-Bear, haven't talked to you in a while. Our our schedules skipping eachother or is your internet messed up again? I think I'm losing my mind, lmfao ^_^ Maybe it's the meds....

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:iconanimalisticfreak:
Ahahah, definately the meeds:P
I WANNA COME TO YOUR SCHOOL SOON!
PLEEASEE!

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:icona-will:
Yeah, you should definatly come by sometime. Too bad you missed our Halloween.... that was... interesting...

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:iconanimalisticfreak:
Ahahaha, what did you do..?(:

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:icona-will:
It wasn't what I did, it was what the SCHOOL did...

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:icongothilia:
hey, it's Raven Wolf if you wanna be friends again (:iconravenangelwolf: )

this is the LAST username I'm ever gonna create, so I will definitely stay on this one. I may not be able to get on it a lot (because of college and stuffs), but I will still use it even if I'm gone for a while

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Please clicky the link to help level up my egg, thanks:aww: [link]
:iconanimalisticfreak:
Suree:)

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:icongothilia:
k^^

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I :heart: ~FantomoftheOpera :meow::glomp:

To me, the essence of art is...A BANG! ~Deidara

I love the Akatuski...they're so evil >:3

Please clicky the link to help level up my egg, thanks:aww: [link]
:iconanimalisticfreak:
:)

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